It's been a hot minute since I've written. Life has been good, and terrible, and busy but tonight there is time so here I am. Recently our 2nd little girl decided she wanted to do girl scouts like her big sister. I knew this would be challenging for her. It would test her limits. At six, although technically too young to be diagnosed with social anxiety, my mama heart knows that social situations are very difficult for her. They always have been. She has always been the "shy kid". We were pleasantly surprised how easy the transition had been to kindergarten. She has made friends and things were going well.
As the time came for her to begin her scouting journey I could tell there was trepidation. She has always been one to wear her emotions on her sleeves. Its one of her most beautiful personality traits. I could see this might be difficult. Especially since none of her friends from her class would be there. She does okay if she's got a tight circle. She would be out on her "own" here. After several intractable meltdowns I realized it might be the impending 1st meeting and I realized she might be putting up a brave front for my sake. She is also the most thoughtful being you'll ever meet. She loves as deep as the ocean. I know she will move mountains, not with strength but with love. Deep, abiding, and unconditional love. I gave her an out. I told her we could make blessing bags for the homeless around our home here in Austin. That she could do her volunteer service a different way. She immediately chose that. She then asked if she could write a special note to put in each bag that said, "I love you." She wants people, all people, to feel loved. It's a gift, she knows how to do that. So we spent today making, probably 20+ individually drawn notes that say "I love you!" complete with a little picture. I have no doubt that she will walk right up to those people, give them a hug and a bag. That will fill her little cup. Truly a servants heart. Just wants everyone to feel loved and be loved.
May we all be like IE Ree. May we always see the person who needs to be loved and give unabashedly that love. That's Jesus. That's what it means to love you neighbor. I love you sweet girl. Thanks for reminding your mama what real love looks, feels, and acts like. #loveyourneighbor #drmamas #sometimesweneedalesson
