Today the VIT and I, along with our two oldest girls, marched to their school and got them settled in their new classrooms and met their teachers. We left school supplies, saw friends from last year, and watched our once shy baby girl take her little sister's hand and show her the beginnings of the rest of her life. It was amazing to see our sweet Brynn's transformation over the last year. She is funny, and sassy, and loving. She tries so hard and never gives up. She is amazing.
As Elliot walked into her school and classroom for the first time she was excited and although visibly nervous she held her head high and followed the instructions and got herself settled. It was amazing to watch. She instantly became the confident child I have always wondered if she would be. She asked if she could go to the bathroom alone with Brynn so she made sure she knew where it was.
As I let go of her sweet hand I realized that this is yet another stage of letting go of the little ones. I've said many times that most of motherhood is learning to let go. Elliot has never been a super adventurous child. She prefers the safety and certainty of familiar routines (she gets it from her mama). She loves and feels deeply. She is always honest with her feelings and has never been afraid to be afraid or sad. I've always worried about her the most. But also, she is the one who I know glues the sisters together. Her deep and abiding love is so immense for her sisters. If anyone loves those girls more than Bryan and I, it's Elliot. She's so much like Bryan, salt of the earth. Gives and gives, and gives some more. She's everything I'd ever want to be.
As we navigate this new stage, I wish Elliot love, kindness, strength, and gentleness. May she experience all the richness this next year will hold. May she learn and grow. May she find her voice. For Brynn, continued tenacious learning. Continued friendships. Continued love and kindness. Girls, when we read through these again, know that although mama was really excited while you were at school, I am teary as I think of you as newly earth side and today. Now, go out there and do your best. We love you TTMB <3
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